Saturday, 29 October 2016

Noah Antwiler: Depression Quest



It's been more or less confirmed by April that Spoony is suffering from depression, which has led to him quitting videos and Twitter. He basically spends his days playing video games and browsing the internet. He rues the fact that he never rose to become a TV star, but he probably still thinks in the back of his mind he'll make it some day - but he'll start tomorrow. Or next week - already had most of the week off, might as well wait till Monday right? And then it happens again and again. And that is the cycle of Spoony nowadays.

Unfortunately he's collecting $1300 a month just to exist from his incredibly autistic and socially retarded Patreons, which just makes him even more pathetic. I'd pity him if he wasn't such a cunt to anyone who tried to help him in the past. Now I just think the best thing is to simply forget him. You know, just move on with our lives and focus on something else. Well, maybe.  





Though it's kinda hard to move on when you have ebin meltdowns like this on twitter, so I guess there's something to look forward to. 

Also I'm genuinely curious what sort of job Spoony could even get these days if, hypothetically, he decided to quit the whole internet reviewer thing. It's a problem that isn't entirely unique to Spoony; z-list internet celebrity 'content creators' generally have an excessively grandiose view of themselves and their work that wont really translate into a different career when the Patreon scam/ad revenue bubble bursts. For Spoony it's even worse though. His very public health issues and mental meltdown, egomania, inability to take even constructive criticism, (public!) bdsm/rape jokes about a coworker that can charitably be called ill-conceived, and generally poor work ethic all conspire to make him a very poor prospect for even minimum wage jobs. I wouldn't trust him to show up consistently for work at McDonalds. If he had a better work ethic, maybe writing rpg content could be an option perhaps.


So your probably asking yourself what does Spoony do all the time if he hasn't posted on Twitter for a month, I'll tell you: Jack shit! No honestly I think he's just sitting there on his ass taking a paycheck like a whore eats dollar bills. 


http://steamcommunity.com/id/thespoonyone/ I wouldn't be surprised if he just didn't even announce his retirement, and just decided to slowly fall into obscurity by just not even doing anything anymore. It's probably more cut and dry. Yes he's racked with shame and it's taken away his drive to do anything. I think he should stop taking his meds. Though that might make him worse. I'm pretty sure he's taking erectile dysfunction meds,  he does look like the type that suffers from it.  


We all know it's April playing Skyrim and not Spoony. 





I mean what the fuck happened to him? Remember the good old days before he became a complete asshole? Yeah, I do. 





For all we know he's retired off screen because he can't handle it anymore. Maybe one day he'll be walking Oreo and a will bump into a fan, the fan will ask if he's doing any more videos and Spoony just comes out and tells him "Oh, I'm not doing that anymore, I got an actual job now". That job being a moocher. Heck, maybe he does feel remorse, but the shame is SO big that he can't even make himself ask for forgiveness?

Also, I do recall Spoony mentioning that he wanted to use the whole reviewer thing as a stepping stone for "bigger, better things"



But there's always a reason, he may be telling us something with the last video he put up. I think he's getting cucked and it's ruined him. How can you air that out, impossible for someone like him. So he's bottled it up and it killed off any urge to do the only thing he can do, make videos.  It's not only a means to make money, it's literally his hobby. What would drive someone to throw 1k away when all you have to do is make a video about stuff you like every so often?  Apathy from an emotionally distraught state of mind. Which might be at the root of his problem. Really makes you think.

Source: My ass

71 comments:

  1. I remember talking to a friend about his retirement a long time ago and we both agreed that this is a forgone conclusion to his undeservedly long period of internet fame.

    The next step is most likely suicide.

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  2. So is this site run by the same person who ran angry joe sucks blog? If so what happened to it? Did it get shut down by outside forces?

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    1. It's the third time by now, he already made 4-th.

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  3. So how much longer until April can have him declared legally dead and claim the property?

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  4. Wow. Its like a ghost house in here. Wonder why? Are all the usual talking fags busy sucking cock?!?!

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  5. Oh for HELLary's sake, how many times more!?
    Enderal is NOT a mod, it's AN ENTIRE EFFING SEPARATE STAND-ALONE GAME, just BUILT ON Skyrim's engine. That's ALL. It's NOT Skyrim OR Elder Scrolls in any way WHATSO-EFFING-EVER AT-FUCKING-ALL! IT IS IT'S OWN THING, just using Skyrim's ENGINE. Nothing more or less than just THAT.

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    1. Thank you for your passion. I don't think I could have gone on living without knowing that.

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  6. I didn't know where else to put this, but whatever. After simply glancing at this blog I have the following to say:

    Why do you guys take the time to get into his personal life? It's like looking at the tabloids and whatnot of certain celebs, we should worry about them because.....why? What does that do for us? Why should we be swimming in his soup?

    Also, I never hate on him for making wrestling videos i don't want to see, he uploads what he wants, it's his channel, his content, it's all his, so why should you get upset about what he does and doesn't upload?

    As for his occasional outbursts, the guy has type-2 Bipolar disorder, he hates having it, but he does his best to deal with it (or so Ive been told).

    As for his political views, who cares? I'll still watch his content either way. (plus I try to avoid said topic because it doesn't end well)

    My point is, I keep an open mind when watching him and I stay out of his business, let him live his life the way he wants, let him think and speak how he wants, maybe you all should keep an open mind too.

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    1. Keeping an "open mind" about a thief who takes patron's money and doesn't deliver on what he promises? Keeping an "open mind" about a loser who supports Hillary, who supports Islam, a religion run by Muhammad, a man who raped a 9 year old girl, had sex with a dead woman, raped countless women, sucked on the tongues of little boys and promised "virgin boys like pearls" in Heaven? Who tells all his followers to kill all who oppose or reject Islam?

      So I should support Spoony, even though he's a complete idiot and void of logic, being a narcissist who only cares about himself and his echo chamber of braindead zombie twitter followers?

      Instead of being so apologetic of malicious, harmful retardation like Spoony has, I think you should go hit your head against the bathroom wall a few times to send a jolt to your brain to maybe start working again.

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    2. Not to mention that she's literally a Socialist Fascist whose main inspiration, Saul Alinsky, thanked Lucifer in the foreward to his book.

      Hillary is also married to a man who molests countless women. If she is against molestation of women, she wouldn't stand by her husband. Some things, like fornication, deserve to have your husband left, you insane atheists.

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    3. I'm well aware of his political views and I disagree with them, I hate Hilary and all the bullshit she did, but I like Spoony enough to push aside how I feel about his political views because talking about it doesn't end well, talking about politics in general doesn't end well.

      As for his Twitter and whatnot, I don't follow any of that and I feel more comfortable keeping it that way. Though I have heard he's said some nasty shit on there, I always chalked that up to his Type-2 Bipolar talking instead of him.

      As for his Patreon (a site that I hate because it feels like a mooching tool) I'm indifferent to that honestly. If he did steal money or didn't keep his promises, I admit that's pretty bad and I feel that it was all uncalled for, but again: I feel indifferent about it. I would honestly say that Spoony shouldn't have gotten a Patreon in the first place or that people shouldn't have donated in the first place, but what's done is done.

      Spoony has his flaws and I hate those flaws. He can come off as a callous person at times and yet at other times can come off as a cool guy to hang around. again, I just chalk it up to his Bipolar doing that.

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    4. Spoony supported Hillary? Damn, wonder how he is taking her loss. I have no presence on social media so I honestly don't know how he feels about this.

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    5. You must draw a line at some point, and that line is EASILY theft for me, which spoony has done for many months now. You can't just sweep immorality under the carpet as long as he makes you giddy and feel good when he releases a new video. That would make you a narcissist.

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    6. Trying to make excuses for Spoony's behavior because of his Bipolar 2 disorder is a cop out. I know many people with similar mental illnesses that don't act like callous dickheads to people like he does. If anything, Spoony needs to realize that the entertainment world on the internet is not for unprofessional lazy asses like him and he needs to give up and fess up that he's a nobody now.

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    7. @Anonymous well at least he'll always be a has-been. That at least means he once was something. You'll never be anything at all. :( Is that what makes you so angry?

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    8. You really believe everything you're told dont ya?

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    9. Listen, I hate Spoony as much as the next guy, but please fuck off with your alternative right bullshit. You people are an embarrassment in the political arena and it's ironic as all hell you speak about Socialists being Fascists when your ilk are publicly giving Nazi salutes and screaming "Hail Trump". Also, aren't Christians mostly associated with pedophilia nowadays? Ah, don't answer that question, I already know your answer will be denial. Probably some liberal conspiracy theory since it challenges your primitive world view.

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    10. Catholics =/= Christians, but you wouldn't know the difference cause you're a typical Atheist who hasn't studied SHIT

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    11. In fact, Christians oppose Catholicism, and Christians identify the Vatican as Mystery Babylon of Revelation. But you wouldn't even BEGIN to understand half of the words I just typed, since you've literally never studied what you reject.

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    12. awesome finally Im not the only true follower of the way here.

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    13. Hahahaha infected beat, cathlics are Christians, just a different type. Your comments made me smile . Thank you

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    14. if you seriously think catholics are christians you have some serious braindamage XD

      its like some faggots calling themselves christian, its impossible to be both, same with catholics.

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    15. Damn did someone hit you guys with a sledgehammer? If you believe in god, Jesus Christ and the Bibel then you are a Christian. Its the generic term of the most common religion in the western world. If you dont believe in the vatican and the pope then you are a protestant if you do you are chatolic. So you cant only be a chatolic and a christian you have to be otherwise you are an idiot and know shit about your religion, where it comes from or what it stands for.

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    16. No, being a Christian means you believe the Gospel, which is that you are saved by the Grace of God through your faith alone in the fact that Jesus Christ is God manifest in the flesh, that He died for payment of all your sins, and that He rose from the dead on the third day according to the scriptures. By FAITH ALONE, not by works lest any man boast.

      Catholics do not believe in Salvation by faith alone as the Bible teaches. They believe in their catechisms which teach that you must cannibalize Christ through the Eucharist and blood drinking, and that you don't go to Heaven but you burn for a period called Purgatory (unbiblical, from catechism).

      Again, you are an atheist, you don't know shit about truth.

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    17. Infected Beat, you are not acting like a Christian, or at least not a mature one. The Bible says to be slow to speak and fast to listen. If you were slow to speak and were careful with your words, then they would be very different. WWJD applies to Christianity, and Jesus did not talk the way you do. You could argue that he did that with the pharisees, but they were religious leaders claiming God's truth, while being far away from it themselves. He never talked that way to unbelievers. Since you claim these people to be atheists, which are unbelievers, then you are sinning with your replies. Don't try claiming you are a "faith alone" Christian, because you speak as an ultra-conservative legalist who has ascribed to Christianity as his religion, not his personal faith. If he "doesn't know shit about truth", then you are to speak that truth in love. You are doing the truth part okay, though some of your truths are questionable at best. The love part, though, is totally absent from anything you have typed. Living a Christian lifestyle is not living under the law. No, it is about living in a way that honors Jesus because you have a personal relationship with Him, and thus wish to do right by Him. You do not intentionally do something to hurt your relationship with your spouse, thus you abstain from sin because you value that relationship above all else, and will not intentionally engage in behavior that damages that relationship. Your understanding of Christianity not only comes from sources that do not understand how to balance love with truth, but you do not seem to understand Christianity with the amount of depth I have described, and resort to moral absolutes and basic Biblical statement without digging deeper into the larger truths conveyed in much of the red letters or in the epistle to the Romans, and it does not appear that you have ever legitimately tested and challenged your faith to see if it still holds sway. I know challenging and testing one's faith may be frightening, because you may fear the result being turning away, but God is more than up to the challenge and will meet you in it. As a result, you will truly understand the struggles of faith and will have, by necessity, gained a deeper understanding of the profound truths of the kingdom of Heaven.

      Btw, you seemed to say "fornication" when you meant "adultery". Also, if you are attacking Hillary with that, please be aware that you can therefore not defend Trump, and his self-confessed sexual conquests. He is definitely no better in that regard and is no more moral than Hillary.

      Also, be aware that literal transubstantiation is not viewed as sound doctrine by most practicing Catholics anymore, regardless of the position of the archdiocese. If you did not fully understand what I just said, then you do not know enough about Catholic doctrine to speak with any kind of authority as to whether or not they are Christian.

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  7. He is down to 1k, don't know what state he lives in but that is not enough money to survive

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  8. I voted for Trump. Spoony sucks.

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  9. Back on Twitter, a new Counter Monkey and a some live streaming. His online activity seems to suddenly fire up whenever his Patreon takes a dive.

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  10. Let's be honest, Spoony was always an asshole. He was just funnier back in the day.

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    1. True but at least he wasnt a total PC douchebag sjw faggot back then.

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  11. If I get the urge to rewatch a spoony video, my gut instinct is to visit this blog instead of his shit web site that won a webby 7 years ago. Keep up the good work and Fuck spoony.

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  12. Spoony is a cunt. That is all

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  13. It's "Shingles" this time. Yet another ailment has conveniently cropped up just as he claims to be geting back to work. Let's see how long he keeps this lie going.

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    1. I know right. Next it'll be gout like DSP lmfao. He's a pathological liar, and a limp dick, limp wrist, little bitch with long hair. If idiots didn't exist, Noah would be working a 9-5 instead of coasting off the lunch money of dribbling retards with nothing better to do than buy latex masturbators and watch COUNTER MONKEY.

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    2. Shingles??? Wow, even the Chicken pox hates him so bad it returned from the dead just to screw with him.

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    3. "Little bitch with long hair"? Yes, I'm sure that is exactly what Jesus would say. Stop claiming to be a Christian, man.

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  14. He's so fucking greasy that his hair could probably join OPEC.

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  15. the fucking retard still has no clue that hillary and trump are 2 sides of the same shitty coin

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  16. So i wondered what happened to Spoony, after not seing much content for months now and i stumbled upon this blog...

    as someone above mentioned it already, i can only repeat: it seems quite pathetic to me, to dedicate this time and energy to hate a guy, because you dislike him. Very tabloit like.

    So what, he takes patreon money? It ain't stealing, since people give it to him as a donation. That is their own conscious choice. Stealing would mean, that he would go and grab the money without their consent.

    And yes, making jokes about clinical depression. Classy.

    I can't approve of some of the stuff Spoony said or did, or of the attitude he showed at some points, but talking smack on an illness like in this blog is simply wrong. Not only do you not understand even a little bit, how depressions work, you go one step further wishing him ill. I can totally understand the legitimate criticism about stuff he has said and done, but bashing an illness seems to be not only uncalled for, but also like a blow below the waistline. You and all the other people hating on an illness in this blog don't even manage to make me angry, i just feel dissapointed by the lack of understanding about medical issues. You're like the flat earth society of psychological issues.

    that said, leave blogs like this be and get on with your life. And i want to leave you with a quote:
    "Great people talk about ideas,
    average people talk about things,
    small people talk about other people."

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    1. how is it not stealing?
      Do you even know what patreon stands for? He even promised to make a movie, thats why people paid in the first place.
      But you have got to be a moralless scumbag yourself to defend somebody like that PATHETIC.

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    2. Also he has no illness, you are a retard for falling for his bullshit. If everything he said was true he'd be the human with the most diseases in any time of history in all mankind.

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    3. Nobody is making fun of depression. It's making fun of an asshole pretending to have depression (and more) to get out of work.

      And taking donations based on false promises counts as stealing.

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  17. All Spoony does is talk about other people. What does that say about him, Nigger Dumbass Anonymous Faggot?

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    1. All you ever do is talk about spoony. What does that say about you?

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    2. Anonymous said it. You are just talking about other people, so you just called yourself all those names. Btw, only "dumbass" could be argued with him, as being white means he is not a "n*gger", and being heterosexual means he is not a "f*ggot". Please consult Webster before making another post.

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  18. I just got banned from a Spoony live stream for making a joke remark about him voting for Trump :'D bloody hell he is one touchy bitch. He called me out live and said "Yeah i'm making America great by kicking your ass out of the chat"

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  19. Have Miles and April ever made appearances during the same time period?

    Im starting to think Miles had a sexchange and Noah is now dating his brother as tranny Orcril.

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  20. This blog is the lowest form of internet-scum I have ever seen... and that is saying something. After a few years I remembered that Spoony actually exists, went on to watch his classic reviews and laughed my ass off. I researched the guy a bit then and found out that he has a serious mental illness and I have actually worked with people that carry that kind of weight. This stuff is serious, not something to be joked about. Its incredible to me that there exists a blog that actually seeks out every possible thing online about Noah (or any person) and twists it around to use as a weapon against him. Who cares if he voted for Hilary (and by the way I am not a American and to me this Trump nonsense is really pushing it. He is a douche. Hilary wasn't a good option either but a lesser evil nonetheless, this much is obvious)? Who cares about his Patreon mess, its not like he is making people give him money. Its not stealing that's for sure. I just wish it would be illegal to form a blog around bs gossip like this... This is trash and anyone who supports this is trash. The end.

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    1. If you enjoyed his videos then you are an autistic faggot, period.

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    2. No! That is not the point. It is irrelevant what you think about Spoony or what I think. This is a hate site and I can not tolerate such a thing and neither should anyone in their right mind!! If you do like this sorta thing, you are the faggot my hateful little friend. Very little indeed. Again, this site should have taken down long ago.

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    3. >Who cares about his Patreon mess, its not like he is making people give him money. Its not stealing that's for sure.

      Maybe he should switch it to where he gets money whenever he makes a video and not a monthly system. Just sayin.

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    4. Autism is a very real condition that people are born with. When you use it as a slur, you are degrading all people with that very real condition. A person who is not full of hate would agree that is obvious. I will be praying for you, as clearly something in your life caused you to become so full of bitterness and hate.

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  21. (Continuing from the last post because I read a few comments on this site from a certain individual) That Infected Beat guy who is all over this pathetic hate site, is really something else... I mean, come on! "Again, you are an atheist, you don't know shit about truth." Really? Wow... That is the stupidest thing I have ever heard.

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    1. I think even an atheist knows he is not an actual Christian. It doesn't take much Biblical knowledge to know he does not act in a way that is in any way Christian.

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  22. You are a complete and utter shit Dirk Diggler, or whoever is behind this site. Please just terminate this worthless piece of filth that you call a blog already. These kind of blogs are the reason I sometimes hope there wouldn't be freedom of speech. This is actually worse journalism than tabloids, yes WORSE THAN TABLOIDS, because you aren't even get paid to do this!!!

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    1. Oh yeah, it is just tabloids for free, and those are only for people with no lives to feel better about themselves.

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  23. Yeah, you have a life though, coming on here to call other people no-lifers, cheers.

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    1. Boom, got him good with the old "I know you are but what am i" style comeback.

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  24. How come NOT ONE Spoony fan can say ANYTHING in defense of Noah? They come here to post boilerplate "This blog is pathetic you have no life" nonsense day-in and day-out, but can ever say anything to refute the facts about how useless Noah is.

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  25. His Patreon has dropped below 1K.

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  26. I gave the Spoony fag-niggers a chance, and the Spoony fag-niggers couldn't come up with shit.

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    1. Two reasons as to why I think spoony fans don't try to defend him anymore. One, there's nothing to defend. Even the most diehard of spoony fans can see how little he's done in years and his unwillingness to do anything about it. He deserves the crap he's given. April, not so much, but definitely him. Reason 2, even if someone did want to defend him, its pointless to agruse against his detractors. For every person who tries to argue conductively and intelligently, there are 20 other people who just spew endless swears and slurs at them. No matter how good yoir point is, you just come across as some 12 year old who discovered swears are a thing. The fact you refer to them as "spoony fag-niggers" shows that. If that's how a lot of you choose to argue, I'm not surprised no one comes here to defend him anymore. They'd have more of a chance to persuade a brick wall and less of a chance to be called a nigger while doing it.

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    2. Your logic is flawed. I didn't start addressing them correctly as Spoony fag-niggers until AFTER I gave them the opportunity to defend Senpai, so you can't excuse them for not responding due to language that had not yet been used.

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    3. I think you missed my point, by like a wide margin. Kind of zoomed in to the part about you, didn't ya? While a part of what I said was directed at you, I was mostly referring to the 90% of other people who post on here, his sub-reddit, and his patreon. Now I might be mistaken but it seems to me that almost every time someone tries to defend him, they get met with nothing but every insult in the book along with a few new ones. I'm of the opinion (which you are free to disagree with) that people who argue like that just come across as immature 12 year olds. And trust me from experience, when you argue with a 12 year old it just becomes a match of who can yell the loudest, and that's not an argument any rational person wants to have.

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    4. No you fuckmonaut, the entire point is they DON'T try to defend him. They just come here to attack chillock personally for posting facts about Noah-senpai. They've never even attempted to refute ANY of them.

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    5. Fuckmonaunt? I'm not even sure how to pronounce that let alone what the fuck that's even supposed to mean. Anyway, I'll agree with you that they don't refute anything anymore because of reason number 1 I stated, they can't refute that he doesn't do jack anymore. I won't say they never attempted to refute stuff, I see a guy trying to say he wasn't stealing from his patreon in the comments of this post earlier. What I mainly see is people defend the bipolar and depression stuff, but even that's gone away. A lot of the attacks against chillock I've seen are people calling out this blog for being hate-filled (which it is to be fair) and why he's spending so much time dedicated to it (to be fair, I don't think he does so much anymore since the posts became less frequent and he made a new one in months).

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  27. Does Spoony even lie about working on projects anymore, or is he content in the fact that he's convinced enough fag niggers to keep giving him money no matter what that's just going to ride with it?

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  28. Lol, spoony's patreon is under $1000. LOL! What a fucking loser.

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    1. I'm surprised it's that high. Not being sarcastic. From what I can gather by my cursory reading of Patreon's rules, he's probably dangerously close to being in some sort of trouble with them.

      I'm guessing those who still support him either do so for his livestreams (which I've never seen), and some have probably just forgotten about the monthly deduction. But doesn't his Patreon page expressly state flat-out "is creating Silly Videos"? Maybe because Twitch or wherever stores recordings of livestreams for a month or something, that lets him get by on a technicality.

      What a shame. His very best stuff was quite good. I think he has at least some talent. But good lord, the laziness is extreme, no amount of talent will offset that amount of laziness. And I've never once used Twitter, but that seems like it's never done anything good for anybody, and he's one of the biggest examples of that.

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  29. Using autism as an insult? Really? You expect to taken seriously when you resort to such immaturity?

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